puttin 110 percent for a person is easy..
but is hard for u to stop all this in ur life!!
im no longer had a space in there or
either had a chance in my life anymore..
wat had i done wrong in my whole life
tt i shld get all this unwanted path right nw!!!

closing my eyes at nite is really killin myself.
where lots of stuff started to come across my mind..
its make mi feel im a big loser in my whole life..
i had lose confidence in myself..
everythin it juz happen for few mins
but it affected mi for life..
darkness arrived, brightness goes..
wat i had done is useless n meaningless.
heart is numb n heavy right nw..
everythin seem like normal for u..
u guys dun understand it til u really experience it in ur life..
is this life tt i shld be in?
im speakless in word!!